I think I am bored of him. Whenever we meet, he is the one who is always chirpy whereas I feel uneasy and restless. He is a lot happier about this relationship than I am. I feel envious of him most of the times and quarrel for no reason. What do I do?
You need big time help. You are one confused soul. You are at a stage when you should think of taking the relationship to the next level. But even after four years, you have a wavering mind. You say he is always cheerful while you are always feeling uneasy. My dear girl, no one else in the world can help you. You need self help. Remove yourself from the bechari mode. I see no reason why you should have such thoughts. Your guy is extremely caring and nice to you. Why worry about anything else? Be thankful for what you have got instead.