"(Tom Courteney) who I'm in love with. I need a little big of hocus-pocus magic voodoo to try and get him to be, like, 40 years younger. He's so charming, so much fun - he's got such a great spirit," Elle magazine quoted her as saying.u00a0The actress says she does not wish to see his earlier works as it will upset her.

"I don't want to (watch him in a film when he is younger) - my heart would break. Like, literally. I don't want to tease myself (with) what could have been," she said.