Exactly four years since the murder of artist Hema Upadhyay and her divorce lawyer Harish Bhambhani, mid-day spoke to the family of prime accused Vidyadhar Rajbhar alias Gotu, who has been on the run ever since the murder. While his relatives have had to suffer a loss in business, his mother said that if Vidyadhar's arrest can pave the way for others to be released, he must be held.

I HOPE to see my son at least once before I die. I look for him among the beggars sitting outside temples. I also observe homeless people to see if one of them is my son. I don't know what happened exactly. Had he been here, I would have asked him to tell me the facts," said Savitri Rajbhar.