Mumbai: Freedom at midnight for trans woman Tarana Patil

Hey Taru chai piyegi kya asked Shashi Gaikwad nibbling on cookies in the canteen of Shankar Narayan College of Arts and Commerce in Bhayander Pat came the reply from his friend Taru Tarana Patil Abhi nahi mujhe murti banane dukaan jaana hai Kaam nahi kiya toh paise kaise milenge aur ladki kaise banungi I need to go to the workshop to make an idol If I dont work how will I earn money and with no money how will I become a girlThe teenager born Vishal Deolekar is saving up for breast implants and looking forward to life as a legal adult She turned 18 on August 14 For Tarana who is a trans woman this day was significant in more ways than one for it finally made her eligible for a religious rite that will formally bring her into the fold of the transgender community She will also be able to opt for breast implant surgery nowHer college friends who are her support system PicsNimesh DaveA euphoric Tarana said on her birthday This has been the most important day of my life Despite having a family I have been all alone But now I am happy that I have people who love me and care for me I dont have to rely on the wishes of my parents even though they never cared for me Tarana has begun the process of transitioning and is undergoing laser hair removal on her face Her guruji transgender activist and actor Bhavika Bhavesh Patil is bearing the cost of the procedure which has so far come up to R24000 for three sessions Tarana will require around five more sessionsShe is however saving up for her breast implants by working at a Ganesh idolmaking workshop near her college where she designs jewellery I hardly get R3000 per month from the shop which is inadequate for making savings after excluding my daily expenditure But I am thankful to my dada employer who gave me the chance to work when all other shops had shooed me away I have decided that gradually I will start taking up other jobs along with this one to make the money I need she saidTarana is saving up for breast implants by making jewellery at a Ganesh idol workshopParents favouriteAs a child life was vastly different for Tarana Being the youngest in the family she was the apple of her parents eyes Unlike her elder brother who was into sports Tarana preferred playing house with her female friends Her parents didnt give it much thought back then and expected her to change her interests with time But as she grew up Tarana began enjoying more activities associated with women She would often wear saris and apply makeup just like her mother Childhood was also the time Tarana was subjected to sexual abuseThere was a boy in my neighbourhood ten years older than her who raped me He threatened me and said if I spoke about this to my parents he would reveal my sexual orientation to them Back then I did not know about homosexuality so this abuse continued for months Then for the next five years she was abused by a relative whenever he found her alone While Tarana has confided in her friends about the abusers her mother only knows about the abusive relativeTaranas college ID cardDespite this Taranas troubles with her family refused to end When she began opening up about her sexual orientation with them around 2017 they beat her up calling her mentally ill They even consulted a doctor a general practitioner who said it is all in her mind said TaranaAround this time a neighbour had begun questioning her parents about her behaviour after which they decided to shift to Naigaon from Bhayendar Taranas mother was upset about having to move houses because of her and fought with her about it During that argument Tarana spoke to her about the abuse shed been through and came out to her as a trans womanAlso ReadMumbai Transgender couples marriage on hold as registrar stays confusedThe move helped me spread my wings as my parents were out most of the time for work which gave me enough time to be alone I would wear my mothers saris and bindis said Tarana She also befriended a few transgender women who worked near Naigaon railway stationMeeting GurujiIn 2018 she got in touch with Patil through Facebook Patil guided her in understanding her sexuality and became her support system She now lives with Patil and six other trans women in Virar Patil who is also a part of Indias first transgender music band called 6 Pack said the first time she met Tarana she saw herself in her Ive been through the same struggle as Tarana But thankfully my parents werent as aggressive as hers When I met her she was mentally drained which broke my heart That was the time I decided to adopt her she saidAlso ReadWoman cop from Beed seeks leave to undergo sex change operation wants to resume duty as a manSpeaking about meeting Taranas parents she said When I met them for the first time they were extremely aggressive and just wanted to give her away to me as quickly as possible which was quite heart aching Patil also said she would try to get Taranas breast implants done within the next six months Firstly I will have to consult a doctor regarding hormonal medicines that she needs before going under the knife She is too young now so we have to take guidance of doctors If everything goes as per the plan I would get her first breast implant done within the next six months she saidComing outAfter meeting Patil Taranas confidence grew and she started participating in extracurricular activities in college going on to win the first prize in a talent hunt for singing Lag Jaa Gale in male and female voices After the performance she gained the respect of other students Despite that the atmosphere at home remained the same Her family started using homophobic slurs against her My father called me chhakka and my mother who was everything to me stopped talking to me said Tarana as tears rolled down her cheeksShe refused to let the mistreatment get the better of her With the support of her friends and Patil Tarana decided to start living as a trans woman in June She shaved her beard and confessed to her parents that she is in love with a man She also informed them that she did not want to live with them anymore as they were creating hurdles in her higher studies She left from home with nothing in hand and moved into Patils home in Virar where other trans women also resideIn the time since her parents have handed her over to Patil through a legal agreement With Patils encouragement Tarana has begun identifying herself as a woman on the college identity card although she is yet to officially change her name Most of the students and staffers in the college now recognise me as Taru she saidA determined Tarana is now ready to own her identity My parents disowned me and didnt stop me even once when I left home People laugh at me when I put on lipstick and wear jhumkas But I am not giving up I will undergo the surgery and study further I may be a creation of god but this is my life and I get to decide what I want to be she addedAlso ReadMan who abandoned wife found on Tik Tok after 3 years dating trans womanFamily saysA close relative of Tarana denied allegations of illtreatment We had asked her to stay at home as a woman if she wanted to But she wanted to stay in touch with us and the transgender community which we refused to accept she said Regarding the physical abuse allegations she said Ask our neighbours if we ever raised a hand on her If you want more information you can talk to her gurujiRs 24kAmount Tarana has paid for the laser hair removal so farCatch up on all the latest Crime National International and Hatke news here Also download the new midday Android and iOS apps to get latest updates