Kolkata: East Bengal cricketer Sourav Mondal, whose collision with teammate Ankit Keshri while fielding led to the tragic death of the latter, is yet to come to terms with his grief.

Reliving the fateful day of April 17, Mondal and Bhowanipore batsman Hrithik Chatterjee, who played the shot that eventually led to the collision, said the entire incident was like a nightmare which they were finding difficult to forget.